this is what you really want - all 
the dirtybits

here it is

almost twenty years of journals written by me. in most cases the names have been changed to protect me. that's the extent of the editing. the rest is true to life. including my awkward geek crap and my redundantly depressed crap. some of the poetry and prose included here has been published elsewhere. it appears here in it's rawest form when included with the journal entries. the poetry page is the place to find the rewrites that everyone likes so much better

ooooh look is that a breast?  oh how risque'. right.  
puh-lease.

i would appreciate a great deal of patience while i get my stuff together. i am not only building this monstrosity but i am inputting the journals from their raw form (in dozens of notebooks and folders). meanwhile keeping my monkey corporate job trying to get enough money to get our cam going. soon . . . very soon (insert evil cackle here). meanwhile you can find out more aobut my past than anyone needs to know.

pay some attention here so we're not 
wasting everyone's time

con-
tents

we were all dorks at some point i don't 
mind saying i still am but i'm really not i just say that

allow me to reiterate:

first of all . . . you should be either over 16 years old or with an adult if you're going to play in here. this site is rated PG because there is some swearing and some of my art involves partial nudity. so if these things disturb you, click here to find yourself something else to do. if you continue into this site, it is at your own risk.
secondly . . .this page was designed with Internet Explorer 4.x and is meant to be viewed full screen with resolution set to 600x800. i use the font "Air Cut One Hundred" here. you can get it for yourself here.
legally . . . everything you see here is copyrighted 1980-1999 by Ms. Cydniey/ZenWeb Productions. no image or words shall be used in whole or in part by any other person or group whithout the express written permission of Ms.Cydniey/ZenWeb Productions. so don't try it (yes, my lawyer is that bored). agreed? okay, go have fun.


that's enough of that.

i love brightshiny things

 


these are the fonts i use here for your very own
TM That Way
lindas lament
Mira
Speedy Marker Monstroula


 

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1993 1992 soon
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